If there someone to blame.

If there someone to blame it’s always on me a smile on my face and it ends up with a tear. Crying in the room were no one can hear the fights there having are my greatest fear. My heart is near to fall and end up in hate and all I can think is that I hate him so much. The perfect family is falling apart, the dad I looked up and the mother I saw one day cry. Now the only one I can count is the big brother I got and the weed one day made me laugh when I was in pain that I couldn’t stand.♥